Do you admire emperor? Of course you do, because an emperor owns a country, he can get evrything he wants, he lives so power life that evryone admires (except me). For me, I don’t admire him. I think it is unfortune for him to be an emperor.

My opinion is the higher you live in, the colder you will feel. An emperor must have few loyal friends. Why? Because they just awe him, but not love him. His power let them stay away from him. Under such condition, he must feel very cold in his deep heart. What a poor boy! He can’t hear what are normal people talking everyday. He must very lonely!

I don’t like such life!

Most of us are always pusuing a higher position, because this is the normal way to get more money. Under this ambition, some of us try to cater for our bosses by all kinds of means, hoping to get a promotion. Many people are good at catering for others, they have such talent, just like dogs are good at barking. They have the gift to change wrong to right if their bosses need. In their heads, justice is nonsense. The wish of their bosses is the only right thing in the world.

If you want me to do such thing, I suggest you kill me first, because it is harder than death for me. There is not the “cater” word in my blood. When I was a child, I did things following my heart and justice, I didn’t cater for anyone. Someone trys to persuade me to cater for others sometime, but I can’t manage it. I did try, but I couldn’t. My heart tells me it is wrong when I try to do like that.

I’d rather choose to live a poor life if living a rich like needs me to cater for others. If my boss lets me to say something to cater for him, I will quit my job immediately. This is me, I am always trying to be myself, the real me. In my mind, a real man should have his own mind and should express it out, what I am trying to say is he should always tell the truth, not lie.

I won’t make friends with those liars. They do not deserve me I think.

You know, sometimes I dream of living alone in a primeval forest, without huaman. I am the chief of wild animals. We live harmoniously, although sometimes I have to kill them to entertain my appetite, we still live together happily. I write my blog in a deep dark night (I doubt whether I can connect to internet, of course not, but never mind, I will write them in my notebook, publish them when I am out of forest if I can), I write how I know a new friend, his name is goat ( of course), we spent a wonderful afternoon together, something like this. It would be very interesting.

I know I am belonged to the grand nature, I am always sure about this, I am also sure I will go there one day. When I live in the primeval forest, time will mean nothing to me, and money will have nothing to do with me. I product foods for myself, I needn’t buy from others. If I am ill, I will stay in bed for several days, I am quite sure I will be fine in these days. After my recovery, I will spend a whole day on enjoying the shine of the sun. Then I will be strong again. I suppose I can eat many many food, maybe a whole goat (baked goat will be better). My appetite will be very large (I am not sure if this word is proper). I am melt with the nature. This must be a wonderful.

One day when I wake up from my dream I will be back to human world. You know, till now, I have stayed in the primeval forest for nearly 5 years, you can’t imagine it! I say HELLO to my parents, they can’t remember my sound anymore! Oh, my god! I will try my best to explain to them that I am their son. Of course they remember me in the end. The next day, I begin to tell my story to others, they are so amazing to hear my story. I don’t want to tell them again and again, so I post them in my blog, let my readers enjoy my unique experience.

I will finish my dream at that time.

When I chat with my sister from Vietnam via Skype using video chat mode, she always ask me “why are you always smiling?”. Am I? I ask. “yes, you are”, she says. Oh, yeah, I always keep smiling when I chat with others. This is my style. You know, I don’t want to make others feel upset talking with me so I keep smile, even if I am not in good condiction. My opinion is why let others share your pain, keep it in private.

You know something? If I pretend to smile, I can really feel happy if I do that. This is a good way to keep healthy right? So why not smile if you can?

You know, sometimes life is not so easy as you wish. Even more, it is a little hard. Under such condiction, what will you do? Smile? Cry? I’d rather choose smile. Smile to life, smile to pain, smile to everything! How short our lives are! For, I have only 75 years to live. So I think why not smile?

I studied in a university far from my family, after graduation, I chose to stay and work in the city where I studied in. So I can go home only once a year. I often miss my family. But the cruel thing is every time I call my mother, she just says “Is there anything wrong?”, I said “Everything is fine, mom”, she said “I am fine too. Well, I will hang the phone.” “OK”, I said. You see, a call is over. Too short? Yeah. You know I am not good at talking with my families, neither my mom.

You know, actually, sometimes I have a lot of things to talk to her, I want to tell her to put on more clothes since winter is coming, I want to talk about my life with her, I want to tell her I am planning to buy her a present this Spring Festival. But, you know, on ther phone, I can’t say anything. I don’t know why.

Sometimes I ask myself “why can’t I talk more with my families? why can’t we share more with each other?” I’ve no idea. Maybe it is determined by our personalities, can’t be changed.

Anyhow, I still want to say “I miss you, mom!”

I don’t know what you were dreaming whey you were a child. As to me, I was dreaming of flying, just like birds flying in the blue sky, no limitation, flying with the soft cloud and lovely eagles if they don’t peck me. What lovely dreams! They are still in my memory now, sometimes I remember still them. At thit time, I can’t help crying, although I seldom cry. You know, I was a brave and strong boy.

With time flying, my life has been changed, now living a better life is full of my mind all the day, even in my dreams. I think I am not pure as I was a child anymore. Where has the dreaming boy gone? I ask myself, won’t those dreams come again? How cruel! I can’t back to my childhood days. Those days have become my memory, just like the green grass become the goat’s memory.

If I tell you I am still dreaming of flying like birds, you must say I  am naive. Thanks god,  I am not. Well, what about you?

You know, owning a digital camera is one of my dreams this year. I think I can afford to buy one next week. I like the one which is very smart, light and good looking so that I can bring it with me wherever I go.

I’d like to record my life in every stage of my life so I need to take pictures for myself. I am planning to put some in this blog so you can know more about me. You will know who I am and how is my life. I would let photos talk, other than my own words, I think this will be better. What do you say?

With my lovely camera, taking a travel in the weekend is a wonderful thing, I like to go to wild places, not artificial parks. I am always relaxed when I am closed to the nature. You know, we are from nature, and we will return to nature in the end. I think this can explain why I love the nature so much.

Many people like to travel, but they doesn’t know exactly what they travel for, they bring a lot of things with them, they just like carts. No pleasure in the travel. What a pity! As to me, my travel principle is bringing very few things with me, the fewer the better. Only bring myself and my passion and my heart, that’s enough. So I can relax myself completely and enjoy my travel life.

Oh, god blesses! I can’t help traveling now, immediately! But I have to wait until next weekend!

I graduated from a university this July, I never thought I would take a normal job like most people do. I am always dreaming of running an online company of my own so I can do what I want to do, there is no need to bear the shout of my boss, I am my own boss. I will travel all over the world in my spare time, and enjoy my life. It must be very cool!

But the truth is I have to work in a pharmaceutical company, because I have not enough money to run my own company. How boring! As you can imagine, such work need you to do the same thing everyday, just like a mule worked in a mall 2,000 years  ago! It just wastes my precious life, you know, I have only 50 years left according to my plan.

So I must do something to end such life. I must! I just doubt the lives we are living. I want to ask, should our lives be like this? I don’t like such life. I will create my own life, different from most people’s lives. So what should I do first? I think the urgent thing I should do now is quit my current job and run my own company immediately. I will apply for some loans from bank and build my business in the next year. That will be the job I am dreaming.

What’s your opinion, dear readers? Do you like your current job? Or you hate it like me? Please feel free to share.

I don’t know what’s your attitude to friendship, as to me. I regard it as my life, my blood. I don’t have many friends, I can say that I don’t have more than 20 closed friends. But I can also say that I treat them as my brothers and sisters. I even won’t hurt them with my words. Friends alway have most important position in my heart.

What do friends like? I think about it for a while, now let me express, friends like a harbor for the boat of your heart, friends like the moon shining for your life, friends like a big trees stopping wind for you, friends like  a creek flowing over your heart. Friends are those people when you pain, they can comfort you, and when you are happy, they can share it with you.

What’s your opinion? I hope I will have more friends in future.

I know a man from Nepal, we first talked via Skype, after a few days’ talking, we became good friends. He told me his country was ruled by BAD people and now he is ready for dying for his country. He said he loved his country so much that he can do everything for her. His words heavily touched my heart, I admire him. He is a very good man for his country. He showed me one of his photos, there was a gun in his left hand, pointing to his head, it seemed that he was going to shoot himself. I am shocked by such scene! I don’t know what I can do for him.

We talked much in the following days, he mentioned that he was going to die for his country many times. I suggested him not to die, I told him to live, even if you have to live like a dog, you just should be alive. If you are dead, everything is non-existent for you, in other words, you can’t serve your country anymore. After my comfort, he felt better, he promised me to live, not to die, die for any reason.

I hate war! How many people died in war?! How many people lost their families in war?! How many people were forced to be crazy in war?! There is no winner in war, only loser, forever! This is my personal view about war. No one has right to fire to others, no one!

I am wondering what are we human doing? Can’t we live in peace, like brothers and sisters? Can’t we?! Why are there so many people like war? Why? Tell me please! I’d like to show a song to those who love war, here it is:

Tell Me Why

by Declan Galbraith

In my dream,children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue and fields are green:
And laughter is the language of the world
Then i wake and all i see
Is a world full of people in need

Chorus:
Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don t understand
When so many need somebody
We don t give a helping hand Tell me why?
Everyday i ask myself
What will i have to do to be a man?
Do i have to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who i am?
Is that what my life is for
To waste in a world full of war?

chorus:
(children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why?
(children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why?
(together) just tell me why, why, why?

chorus:
chorus chant:
Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)
Tell me why(why why do we shoot the gun)
Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)
Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?
(why,why do we say we care)
Tell me why(why,why do we stand and stare)
Tell me why(why,why do the dolphins cry)
Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die?
(why,why if we re all the same)
Tell me why(why,why do we pass the blame)
Tell me why (why,why does it never end)
Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?

I do suggest you to listen to Declan Galbraith’s song carefully, listen to his voice, listen to his cry and then think about it for a few minutes, then following the sound from your deep heart. How will you feel?

I hope one day all the people in the world can live together harmoniously, without war, be full of peace and happiness. I pray for this day.