Someone said “most people live under calm despair”, I can’t agree with him more.

The bad thing is we don’t know we are living under despair, because  we believe what we are living is the true life, we believe we should live such life so we have no sense to change our lives, change them to be better. We are dead in our mind.

We were born, we are living, we will die, this is the route of our lives. Sometimes we also have  dreams, but we are seeking excuses to quit our dreams, when we have dreams, we feel excited, after we quit them, we feel despair. Such despair is too small to be felt.

Why not change my life to be better? Why not jump out of calm despair? I ask myself.

Whether you admit it or not, our education is greatly abused, in other words, our education is trash now, it is ill, ill to die. Take college for example, we are accepted by some universities, we hope to learn great knowledge. But you know, what on earth are they teaching us? we just like products in a factory, schools are producing us, after we are produced, they send us to society and produce something else. For those who choose to be teachers, they begin to produce students just as their teachers produced them before. That’s all the thing about education, useless, definitely trash!

If I have a child (now I remember I ever said I won’t marry, don’t care about it, I just suppose, OK?) , I won’t let him/her go to school to bear trash education, I will teach him/her by myself. I think this will better for him/her. Will you agree with me?

I get up very early everyday, then I write some articles, then go to work, life consuming work, I go back home at 19:00, after supper, I continue to work on my blog. You can see how hard I work. I nearly have no spare time of my own. I really feel tired. I am sure I have to relax for a while. Maybe I’d better to travel this weekend.

I plan to spend my weekend in a hill, and relax me. I will invite some friends to go with me if they wish. The meaning of life is not just work. I should try my best to enjoy life. I promise I will. So when I am old, I won’t regret for not enjoying life.

I hope this weekend will be fine days so that I can enjoy my days. Hope god pay mercy.

There are so many bloggers in the world that I can’t count. Some of them blog about their own lives like me, these bloggers write what they want, they write down their daily feeling about life and post them into their blogs. They can enjoying their lives by doing this.

Some bloggers blog for money. They regard blogging as their jobs. They write for others and get paid for blogging from advertisers. There are many online companies providing such services. For example, smort.com is a service connecting advertisers with bloggers. Advertisers can pay bloggers to write opinion posts with links back to the advertisers site. Bloggers join smort.com and they will get opportunities to write for advertisers, when they finish and be approved by advertisers, they will get paid. This is a wonderful way to make money for those who want to make some extra money.

I myself like to write my own life, I always have strong eager to express myself. So I open this blog and share my daily feeling about life with you, my dear reader. I will run an online company to support my own life in the future so that I can continue to write my own blog. I think my life will be better with this blog and you, my reader.

Now you can see what are fates of bloggers.

Today is thanksgiving, I have something to say, my thanking words are following:

I thanks my mother for giving me life to live in this world for 25 years, and during these years, pain and happiness are always live with me, I thank them, too. They are two main parts of my life.

I thanks the God for creating me to be a human, not a pig, a dog, or something else. I do like to be a man. Although my life is not as good as I wish, I still love my life. Hard life can make me feel that I am alive, good life can let me enjoy my life, both of them are wonderful.

I thinks myself for overcoming so many obstacles in my life and now living a meaningful life. I promise me I will create a better life for me and for others in the future.

That’s all, I hope I can thank more, but I heard someone say “no news is good news”, well, can I say “no thanks is good thanks”? This is why I thank for so few things and people.

If you are a fan of lottery or poker, you must know something about online poker. Someone is making fortune online everyday. Many people win tons of money online by playing online poker, online casino, etc.

We can’t say these people are too lazy to go to work. In fact, they do work, but in a different way, playing online casino is their job. They are learning a lot of things about online casino, they visit online casino review sites like www.pro360.com everyday to get advice about how to play online casino and which casino to choose from. They do work hard. I think it is their whole life.

As to me, I believe I don’t have any fortune by accident. So I take a normal job and work hard everyday. Actually, I treasure the money that I get every cent by my hand with hard work, not fortune. This is why I am not rich now.

If you love a different style of life, you should do it as you wish, it’s up to you.

Yesterday My friend Jimmy told me that he was running an online company, selling T-shirts. He asked me if I was interested in working with him, because he really needed someone to work with him. I haven’t given him a reply until now. But I am really interested in how he runs such a company. He told me he was using a shopping cart software to deal with nearly everything for him automatically. What shopping cart he is using is Ashop, it is a commerce software using by many companies.

In fact, I also heard many talking about this software. It  is a leading US provider of hosted shopping cart software. It offers a complete solution for merchants to sell online. I asked Jimmy why did he use this software, he told me that he thought this software is reliable and easy to use. I know he is not good at using complicated softwares. So he choose to us Ashop is very reasonable.

Now he is still waiting for my answer, but I am not sure whether I should quit my job and work with him. You know I am always planning to run my own company. I think I will refuse him.

Dance With Wind

—-by Me

I dance in a windy day,
Feeling the wind flying over my ear,
Soft, gentle wind,
The breath of the earth,
The water of my life.
Where shall I go?
Gone with wind?
To death? to heaven?

Life will continue,
With the treaty with God,
I will go, go to seize my life, my love,
Love of wind, love of nature.
The wind touch me gently,
The fear in me subsides.
The sun is rising,
The wind has gone, leave me alone.

Dance, dance, dance
Dance with life, dance with joy, dance with sky,
Dance with wind.

This is a poem I wrote a minute ago. Enjoy!

I like rain, especially the rain in spring. I often walk in the rain, I can feel the soft touch from the sky. The rain, the gift from God, gives me peace and happiness. When walking in the rain, my mind is full of comfort, I strongly feel my exsistence. I feel my life becomes better.

I have a private opinion, I think the rain can keep me from illness. You know, I am seldom attacked by illness. I suppose this is the help of rain.

Oh! rain in spring, my love, my life, I like you very much! I hope it will rain today, but it seems impossible, because the sun is shining in the blue sky. Well, when can I feel the touch of rain again? I pray.

I am wondering what will my life be if I go to Africa with a dream, a gun, a horse and a blog. A gun? Oh! I am not quite sure wether I do need it. Can you imagine such scene? I ride a black horse in a large desert of Africa, with a gun in my arm, a camera in my right hand, taking some photos. Then I post my experience in my blog at night when I go back to the hotel I live. This is my dream, you know?

I go to visit the Chief of a tribe. I told him that I will take some pictures about his house and his family. He must be very glad and a little scared I suppose, because he doesn’t know what on the earth a camera is. He hasn’t see a camera before. But no problem, I will try to explain to him. Then he will be very happy. I talk with him for about 2 hours. I write dowm the talk between us and put it into my blog and share it with you, my dear reader as usual.

One day, some men will attack me, I fight with them using my black gun and of course I win in the end, but no one will be killed. Then I tell them I am not a bad man, I am just a traveller, a blogger and a dreamer. They are very glad and we become friends in the end.

I hope you will enjoy them, enjoy my experience which will come true in the future. Will you wait for me?