If I tell you I always had happy days in my college life, I must lie to you. The truth is I did have some wonderful, comfortable time those days, but just some, not everyday. I miss these past days. Now these happy days come into my mind and make me smile. I remember I was poor, very poor, money in my pocket was not enough to let me enjoy life as others did. But I have my own style to enjoy my life. What was that?

Let me tell you. Beer was my best friend then I think. When something upseted me, I would buy a bottle of beer and some food like fried fish, then I ate them under the trees in my university. There was a large woods there. The time was evening, the moon was showing herself in the sky. I handed up the beer and cheers to the moon. You can’t imagine how happy I was! I felt I was the only man in the world, quiet, clean and comfortable world. Wonderful days, I still remember.

I spent my poor money on a bottle of beer, but I got happiness, it was really worth. It will be kept in my memory forever I think.

I wonder how will my life be when I am not poor anymore? Will I can feel happy again like I felt in the past days? I’ve no idea.

I am planning to write some poems, but I am not sure if I have the ability to create some wonderful poems, anyway, I will give it a try.

Trying to do new things is my good side. I am not a poet, I am just another writer, with passion and creative power maybe.

So if one day I do write poems, I beg you do not laugh at me, OK?

I will write one now, will you please give me some passion so I can use it in my poem?

You are very kind if you do so. Here is my poem, please don’t laugh OK? Thank you:

I crossed the road in a cloudy day,

A truck nearly hurt my neck,

When I realized I was just another writer,

The fear in me subsided.

Time went like the wind fly,

Will I be a child again?

The sun still rises from the east,

Just like I will still back to my heart,

Nothing will change in the end.

This will be a little poem I wrote just now, in fact, I am not sure if it can be called a poem, but I wrote it with my heart and my soul. I think my poems will be full of love and passion in the future. I do hope so. Will you?

Dear readers,

I honestly appreciate for your kindness to read my blog, this is where I express my own daily feeling about life, and I am very glad to share them with all of you. Without your support, I can’t go any further. So your opinion is very important for me.

Will you please answer this question carefully? What do you really want to get from me? Forget it if this question bother you. I just want to improve my blog so that I can give you a better experience. I feel great pressure with so many people loving my blog. I should make it meet you appetite. It is very hard for me to do so, will you please tell me what I should do to help you read comfortable? You can leave a comment if you have any advice, I’d appreciate for what you do.

Everything is possible, my friend, do me a favor, OK? If you are treated by somebody in a ungentleman way, tell me and I will cry it for you.

Sincerely,

Voice Of Dingchao

I want to ask you a question, my friend, can a man be as strong as a country? I don’t know. But I wish I can be strong enough to help those who need help in the world. I ask myself this question, what will I have to do to be a man? Still have no answer. But I really wish I have the ability to stand out in this world.

Life is not very easy for me, for most of us. I know I have to overcome many obstacles. I have to overcome the pain of losing relatives, friends and even my pets. I promise myself I can overcome all of these obstacles. My life will continue even I encounter very hard times. I will insist myself, just as my little sister from Vietnam wish me to do.

So when I am old I can say to myself “cowboy, you are really something”. That will be my great pleasure to me. Then I can feel I am useful to this world. I am worth to be a man.

You know, job is so upset that I don’t want to continue anymore. But I have to, because I have no ability to say no to it now. All I can do is pretending to be ill so that I can leave for a while. I promise myself to do like that. I really want to do . May I?

Now I am thinking, where should I go if I won’t go to work? Take a travel? Great idea! I will take a travel. But where to go? Oh, let think. How about Donkey Mountain? Wonderful! I’ve made my decision.

God blesses me, I hope my boss won’t find that I am not ill. Will you please bless me, too? Now say “good luck” to me, OK? Thank you!

How many times I have dreamed of going to Africa? How many times I have felt I am belong to Africa? But this is just my dream, it hasn’t come true. I am always eager to Africa. I like the sun arising from the horizon line of the Africa, I am eager to see lions, tigers, and many other wild animals, and sleep with is not a bad idea if they are not hungry to make me be their food.

I promise myself I will go Africa one day, for travel, for life. Now I can feel my heart is boiling and shaking heavily. Will I be eaten by lions in Africa just as I saw in movies? I hope not. I will make friends with them. So what I am waiting for? Why not take action immediately just as I do usually?

I think I’d better wait some time. What do you say?

I don’t like marriage, in other words, I am not going to marriage. I’d like to be a free man, do what I want to do, live a life what I am dreaming of. Marriage means we have to share our ideas with our spouses, and of course included. We have to be happy when they are happy, cry when they cry. But the point is I don’t like to cry, even I live under the very bad condition. So I can’t cry with her.

Alas! There is no inconvenient to be a single man, a free man. I can travel all over the world alone, if I want to travel to Africa, I will go tomorrow, I don’t have to discuss with others. I do what I want to do. This is really a cool thing. Isn’t it?

When I am old, I will stay in my comfortable home and talk with my friends via internet. I will take a walk everyday, and sleep on time. When I am too old to take care of myself, I will consider to kill myself. In my mind, we don’t need to live a long life. But we should live a meaningful life. We should enjoy our life in our youth time.

Forgive me if I happen to hurt your feeling. I don’t mean to do it. What I want to do here is sharing my real ideas with you. My attitude to marriage, you absolutely needn’t to behave like me. You should go your own way.

It’s my great pleasure if you can find your own life, I really hope you can enjoy your life everyday.

One of questions my friends ask me most is “why are you so honest?”. I answer them with a smile. Without words. Words are needless. What I don’t know is why should I not be honest. They think I am very fool to be so honest. But as to me,I like to tell the truth, I hate lie to anyone one. This is my nature, I can’t change it, and I don’t think it is bad nature.

In my opinion, everyone should be honest to others, we should keep our hearts clean. Our soul should be pure and kind, not dark and bad.

If they will ask me why I am so honest again, I will say “there is no reason to lie for me.” What you say, my friend?

Tomorrow is my birthday, but I am afraid it won’t be a wonderful birthday. Because I am busy working for my life. I graduated from a university this July, so I have a lot of things to do. Birthday is not so important for me now. But, anyway, I think I will make a small celebrity for myself. Congratulate me on live for so many years and will still continue to live for the rest of my life. I should be happy about it.

In fact, I haven’t had a birthday party for myself from the time I was born. I can’t afford to it. In other words, I come from a not rich family. But now, I am independent. I have my own money, I should have a birthday party. Just I should, not I want. Actually, I don’t pay too much attention about my birthday. Because I don’t know what’s the difference between birthday and deathday. Do you know?

Birthday means nothing to me, just as deathday will mean nothing to me. I just want hold on my current time and enjoy what I own. So one day when I am old, I can say to myself “cowboy, you have lived a meaningful life.” This will greatly comfort me.

Well, tomorrow will have no candles, no cake, only me. I will drink with the stars shining in the sky, sing with the moon. This will be my birthday celebrity. I wish tomorrow will be a fine day, don’t rain at least. God blesses.

Today is my birthday, everything is just as I expected last night. I mentioned in my previous post that I won’t have a decent birthday this year. The true is that. But I don’t mind. My birthday means that I have lived in this world for 25 years. This is most important for me. I should thank my mom for giving me life to enjoy the happiness of life.

What make me happy is that I got a greeting from a girl who lives in Tainwan. She is very kind to say happy birthday to. I really appreciate her.

My life will still continue, I wish I will have a decent birthday next year. Now I want to say ‘happy birthday’ to myself, this is all I can do.

Happy birthday, honey! I said to myself.