I can feel that winter is coming soon from Monet’s painting above. It will be colder and colder. I should wear more clothes this winter.

It’s hard time for me this year, because I just graduated from a university this July, and now in working in a pharmaceutical company. As you can see, my salary is very low. It’s not enough to support my life. But my life will still continue, even the life is harder than now.

I am always thinking, what should my life be? Live like most people, without passion, without meaning? No, thanks. I should pursue my own life, create my own life, a meaningful life.

I ever think that the meaning of my existence is try myself to help others. This is my aim. I can get happiness by helping others. I like such feeling. I will donate my whole life to help others, even though my own life is very hard now. I believe life will still continue, whatever how hard it is.

I still remember I have a dream to travel around the world. If possible, I would like to travel to Africa. I love desert and the golden sun ariseing from the horizon of the desert. That will be the most beautiful spectacle in my dream!

How many dreams that I have! But I know that only a few of them will come true. I promise myself I will let this dream come trun in ten years.

I should work hard to earn enough money first to support my travel. Oh, I love my dream. I like to live the life as I wish, not as others want me to.

I graduated from a university this July. And then got a normal job in a normal company as most people do. I am not afraid to tell you this company, it is a pharmaceutical company. The point is I don’t like my job at all. In fact, I don’t like to work for others. I am always thinking I should have my own job. And I am planning to do that. Employed by others is a awful thing for me.

I am sure and god knows that I should quit my job in the near future. I hope I will run my own company if I have enough money.

God bless me and I bless me too.

What am I going to talk about? This is a key question to answer. I think it for many days. In the end, I believe I should share myself with you. I am always honest, so why not tell my story? The idea come out. So you know now, I shall show me to you, the real me. Hope you like it. Thank you. In the following years, I will be your friend if you don’t mind. I am trying to find a way living happily, and I am keeping happy even though sometimes I am not happy at all. Why will I do so, you know, life is not easy, so why not relax yourself and enjoy what you have, other than dreaming of what you don’t have?