Whether you believe it or not, you are losing your creativity. How do I know this? In essence you lose your creativity because you have no sense of adventure, you are afraid of losing your stable job, so you work as your boss let you do, you think following your boss' thought, in such case, day by day, you will lose your creativity in the end. You are just a body walking through the crowd.
Alas, we don't have enough courage to take adventure! You have a dream of running your own company, you don't like to work for others, but the possibility of failure frighten you heavily. You are afraid of your child having no good life, you are afraid of losing you steady daily income. So the result is you will quit your dreams and live a normal and simple life like most people do.
You will have no thoughts of your own, you think as others think, you do everything as others do. You become a drop of water in the ocean. You disappear. What a pity!