I am always amazed when I hear a child say he want to be a pilot when he grows up. You know, for me, I had no life aim when I was a child. I even didn't know what should I do the next day. I just did things as others wished me to do. I have my own mind. Oh, no, I did have my own minds, but I had no ability and courage to express them. I just kept them in my deep heart.
Life was blurred for me, I couldn't see its shape, I live just like water, following others' steps. Sometimes I did go out of line, but they drove me back in the end. I felt I live with my body, not with my mind. I think I can't be called a human, call me an animal will be more correct I think.
Now I have my own thoughts, I want to be a good man, I will help others when they need help. I want others to talk about me like this: he is a honest, honorable and kind man, he represents the kindness of human. This will be my greatest wish and my greatest aim of life.