The current life is too peaceful, I nearly can't feel that I am still alive, I just know I get up everyday in the morning, then go to work, then come back, then go to sleep, the next day is the same. Nothing is changed, very peaceful. Alias, how cruel!
Everything will be changed if something happens on me. For example, a car accident, a bad disease, even a war. But nothing, just the same sun, the same moon.
I know things won't change themselves unless I take some actions. So it is very clear now.