She Hasn’t Come Back

My little cat hasn't come back since it disappeared 2 months ago, I know she won't come back, she must disappeared, just like water disappear. I always say to myself “forget her”, but the cruel thing is that the cat bed is still there, just beside my bed. So how can I forget her!

Yeah, I also comfort myself using other good excuses, but they don't work. I still remember her white soft warm paws, and her photos are still on my desk. You know, I feel she is my kid, and I feel her disappearance is the death of my kid, what a painful thing!

My friends suggest me buying another one, but I don't think it will replace her position.