Sometimes I don't know what is right and what is wrong; Sometime I don't know whether I am a good man and or a bad man because I don't like to live as most people do; Sometimes I am very optimistic but sometimes I am very pessimistic. I think I must be a changing man. If not, why am I always suffering such opposite confusion? Sometimes I am not sure for anything, I don't know whether a good man is right or a bad man is wrong. I've no idea. I always think too much about simple things. This makes me painful, and I can't make a decision immediately.
I am wondering what happening on me.