No Absolute Freedom?

I'm pursuing freedom, absolute freedom in my whole life. So I quitted my job, and run my own business, I thought I could achieve absolute freedom by doing this, now it seems I was wrong. Yeah, it's true, I do have financial freedom, but what about my heart? I don't think I can get freedom in my heart. I mean, my heart still can't fly without limitation, I'm still worrying about something. I don't know what I'm worry, but I can feel it.

Now I doubt, does absolute freedom exist? I really doubt it now.

Maybe it is a mistake to pursue absolute freedom, from body to heart? Maybe we still have too much confusion?

I don't know, but I know I won't quit my dream, never!