I Am Not What You Think I Am

You can't know me completely, because I am a changing man. That is, I am not what you think I am. Some of my friends say they envy my current life. I just smile when they tell me that. I know they don't know me, they don't understand me at all, they just see the surface of my life, they don't know what I am thinking and how hard my life was. Yeah, I am living a decent life in materials, but…

Now I know I just need to run my own way, I can't hope they will understand me, I don't care. I am not living for them, I live my life, it's none of their business.