Forgive me to figure out the truth of our lives, I mean most of us are struggling near the death line, although we are always fighting for life. The cruel truth is we can NOT get out of death line.
You try your best to make a good living, but you fail, all of your effort equals zero. How cruel!
You are dreaming of living a life like Gates, but you can't be him, you are only you. You belong to death in the end.
This is what I feel about life today. Forgive me.